Today I woke at 6.15am just to pei piglet to the flag day. We then take bus 74 to amk for the flag day and we met up with her friend to do flag day. Piglet use her pocket money to donate and i feel kinda bad that she is wasting her money on it but I nvr say anything. As long as she is happy, I feel happy. It was a boring 5hrs CIP and around 11.30, piglet and her friend accompany me to eat. We then go to dhoby ghaut to meet my mates for the donation programme we created. Everyone was late and I was quite pissed off. I was pretty worried that she might get bored. We then travelled to orchard where we did some stuff but the planning failed. It was more like a meeting place for everyone to meet up. After tat we went to clarke quay which we did a lot more and I tried to spend time with piglet cos I was afraid she get bored. We did some moves and half way thru it started raining and we went to seek shelter. We almost gave up when 3 of mates came up with an idea and got us 58bucks in the first 30min. We went back to clarke quay cos I was afriad piglet wait until she pissed off. I wanted to help somemore so I asked piglet to go home as i probably will reach home quite late and I dun wan her to get scolded by her parents becos of me. When I got there, I know something was wrong, I thought she was too bored so I asked her to go home but in the end it wasn't tat case, I mistaken her and she was quite pissed off. Half way thru, I lie to my mates that Im sick and quickly rush to hougang hoping to see her. But looks like she has went home, I tour the whole hougang mall hoping really badly to see her. I decided to have my dinner and after tat, I text piglet, she was damn angry and sad. She then mentioned something in the text tat make me teary. "Don't have to. U have already done everything to make me cry." I started to doubt myself tat I maybe I can't bring her happiness. I don't know wat i did, i dunno how i made her cry. I feel really sad. My hp went out of battery and i went home. I can't believe, i crying now...reach home ler, I quickly charge hp hoping for a reply but it was a disappointment. I tried my best to make her happy. I can wait up to 2hrs for her to get ready, I even fetch her from sch and sent her back home. Everyday we met up, I always sent her home. I tried to entertain her but i guess i wasn't good enough. Im afraid she find me boring. Gonna stop now, im going to bathe, I will wait for the day that she forgive me.

Forever luv u piglet, Signing off now, XavierAhboy aka Jolene's laogong.