Maybe my pink phone is curse :o everytime i use tat phone, we will have small arguments.


Today, actually need help my sis out with the packing n moving but I didn't as i wanted to see piglet cos i was guessing we couldn't meet again after today.


My sis got angry with me tat i didn't come to help her after i said i would


She told me not to meet up with piglet but i couldn't and yeah, went on everything i want.


Thought she 230pm end sch but in the end she text me tat she 150 end. I rush out of the house but came back cos my stomach pain pain.


Then i go shit and then I go fetch piglet. Luckily she was understanding enough to tell me meet at compass.


So i didn't have to waste another bus fare to go there.


Met up and she told me she got top in oral for class! Woots congrats!!! we went to bought lunch, piglet bought her lunch and we go to my sister the workplace.


I thought she can eat, and u know like help out a bit but to my surprise, the shop had more than enough ppl lor.


Around 6ppl so I went in help a bit and went off cos i didn't want piglet to wait too long.


I made 7 boxes and sealed 3 boxes.


Then piglet come my house, slack slack then around 6plusplus we go eat dinner.


Piglet ate the same thing again, then i had mushroom soup.


LOL again she dig dig the baked potato hahaha.


Saw many shuai ge and chio bus, many of them all look at piglet.


Then she went to have desssert, some mocha choco ice shaving or something.


We shared, i forgot to pay her money.


During eating, she keep saying she fat, but i seriously think she ok


I may say some remarks but it was all passing remarks and I didn't mean it at all...


Then she went home ler and i go my rush to my sis there.


Piglet pain pain on her leg cos her sitting posture wrong, but she don't take want take medicine :(


I don't want anything happen to her but she so stubborn, always nvr eat...


I didn't know wat to do anymore but perhaps letting her be would be the best choice.


She texted me that everytime she meet me she do as promised eat her meals. She tell me she last time dun eat can save a lot of money bcos she dun eat.


I didn't know i cause her so much pain just asking her to eat.


I feel very gao wei when i know ppl skips their meal all the time. Cos i damn scared that they might faint cos they nvr eat.


I didnt know growing fat is such mental torturing for her.


Maybe i shouldn't have expectation at all since she can stead with me without any expectation.


I know im fucking ugly but time and time again, i always tell ppl tat im cute blah blah to make myself feel better.


Im happy enough that someone like her is willing to stead with someone ugly like me and didn't complain about my looks.


I didn't know she is suffering so much from me just asking her to take proper meals.


I may say i go for looks, figure all the time but seriously, I don't. It was all just words, I didn't meant them. I don't understand her enough.


I shouldn't expect anything from her anymore. It was wrong of me to do so. I feel so guiilty making her spent so much money. Tmr we are not meeting


Piglet need go for checkup, hope i hear some good news.


3 more days marks our first month.

Ahboy <3 Piglet Signing off. ~