It has been really busy for me lately

Going out with friends, partying, basically saying, I would mean the basic of enjoying life.

Training is more frequent.

Sat went for chalet tonn till morning and sunday afternoon went to watched movie

Monday went to ah ma house, played with my cousin

Tuesday went training was also the day I had food poisoning thanks to some rotten cakes, so did piglet and a few of my friends too. Surprisingly, a lot of people got tummyache on that fateful day I had. Movie outing was cancelled for me

Wednesday, I went to work and meet up with my friends to go drinking. Drank till 11 plus plus then I went to eat mac. Had a little to much, I was a bit tipsy and was feeling damn dizzy but it was awesome. It has been ages since I last went to drink with friends

For this whole week, Im packed! Today after work, Im going to help my friends do some filming. Friday is a beginner workshop, Sat I have got work and so is sunday.

Holidays is really shiok. Shiok as in I can chiong earn money! Go out ton with friends, movie, yes. This is what money can do and that was my lifestyle 2 years ago until I had my family problems.

Gonna go prepare for work soon, gtg!

Zavierahboy signing off!

this blog seems dead.

Even though im really tired, and my body starting to collapse but i still decided to blog.

I started this blog, i wants it to goes on.

Nobody care about this blog already.

I everyday came, looking whether is the blog updated.

But it stopped.

I shouldnt relied on others, but start to maintain and update this blog myself already. 

Right?

I'm fine..

I've get use to life.

But i saw the past post, i felt guilty for whatever i had done.

Today/ tomorrow celebrating father's day.

I love my father, my family too.

He had done alot for the family.

Driving me and bro to school.

Work hard, earn money for the family.

Fetch me home, worried for my safety when im outside when its late w/o transport home.

Despite being late, he talks to us, play with us.

Every week, enjoy the wonderful time with us!

Thanks daddy! 

I really do miss the feeling of being hugged and love by someone.

Not that kind of family love, but a different types of love.

What is love? 

Do i really understand this word?

I might seems to be too young for this word, but do my maturity allows me to understand the importance of love and life?

Does it makes me understand that i should protect myself, care for myself before loving, caring and taking care of people?

DO I understand?

I'm stressed.

This week im super free~ 

I've no school for ONLY this week of the month.

JUNE HOLIDAYS!

This monday, went to check up.

Went to bugis with mum and bro~ 

Went to eat, and after a while went to meet ZEN. 

My maple laogong.

Went to movie with him, and his frenz.

Before that we went to arcade and had a fun short time there.

After movie, his frenz went to pick the gf and met us.

Zen fetch me home-d till serangoon~ 

We had a great time.

Watching x-men~ NICE~

Tuesday,

Went out with monkey and watch super 8 and went home.

Not bad only the show. 

HAHA! Still watchable~ 

Wednesday, at home mapling i suppose~ 

I forget most of the things already~ 

Thursday, went out again with ZEN.

This time round, different le :D

With his poly mates and lecturer.

Watch green lantern.

When we came out its already 11.45pm.

I have no bus/ mrt home.

Father fetched me, zen waited for him. He worried so he say that when my father reach then he go.

Thanks ZEN. 

I'm quite worried for him though. 

He's feeling unwell and keep vomitting.

I hope he's getting better now.

Friday, YTD!.

Maple again. 

Lvl-ed 65.

Then drop my first tears for the month before i slept.

I emo-ed and felt sad and dropped my tears.

I dont really know whats the reason! 

Today, maple halfway felt pain around my body. And decided to stop and rest.

Mayb celebrating fathers day later! 

SO CYA PEEPS! 

Do view my blogshop too! 

Do contact me @ 9800-1138 for any details and toys that u want.

I would take a photo of it and send it to you~ :D

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Loves, jolene pigpig <3 SOMEONE?

There was just so much distraction ytd when I was blogging

Didn't really focus much on minor details but I guess that isn't important isnt it?

Listening to Lian Ai Pin Lu, a song i enjoyed when I was younger~

Really awesome song I must say, I still sing this song whenever I go to kbox :)

I feel rich this few days, my dad strikes 4D, I just got my bursary, gonna return my friends the money I owe them and relieve all sttress.

This coming holiday, I want to chiong work, make a lot of money and enjoy.

Now that my sister is married, the stress is greater on me. My family rely more on me now.

But nvm, im ready for anything that is coming my way.

Today in sch, we are suppose to make a toy, auto mata, a moving toy.

I have no idea how to make.

It is a toy that moves when u turn a wheel, like winding up a musical box and instead of music, the toy moves.

So yeah it is hard, and i only have until fri to complete!

Damn screw, I dont know how to start so I just made a torso and a head :/

Planning to make an arcade game about the guy punching a punching bag.

Easy? Yeah story is easy, but fuck it, the mechanism is hard!

Recently a lot of pimples on the chin

Quite painful

Today, I also got my bursary, what I care is i get the money.

Kinda funny how this ITE bursary arrive only after more than a year i graduated!

Like hell!~ Im already in my second year! Come on! Now then give -.- but better than nth.

Hope I can get poly bursary too :P

I need money! Money money!!!

Zavierahboy signing off~

Wedding

I was woke up by my mom around 650am.

I was having morning wood, then my mom wanted me to go all the way, a bus stop away walk to buy breakfast.

I went to wear my boxer cos I wasn't wearing anything. I mean I got my pants on.

I walked down the street with a boner -.-

Fuck up, but it was gone after a while.

Came back and my siblings were awake.

We ate our noodles and prepare whatever we need to.

I ironed clothes and had my breakfast.

After a while our first guest arrived and it was my grandma and 3rd uncle's wife.

They assisted us in preparation for the wedding.

We all then slacked until the groom arrive and Im suppose to go down and open the door.

So I went, then got ang bao :D

The groom was very bad mannered >:(

I was wondering why my sis even want to marry to him but never mind I now know why.

So I escort him up and we all slack in her room, take pictures and we all went to the groom house for the first tea ceremony.

Reached by through a driving that was totally crazy! They were weaving through the traffic at 100km/h -.-

Almost had an accident but didn't happen...LUCKILY!~

Ate KFC and a minor tea ceremony is held.

There was barely 10 people in the house. The groom didn't invite anyone at all.

Was told he didn't like the crowd.

Hmmmm I wonder what that say about him.

He then keep taking my sister cigarettes.

He wasn't serious, really really fuck up.

We then move on back to my house where it was a total crowd!

I think more than 50 people turned up!

The house was full, the corridor and lift lobby is really packed.

I was really shocked by the number, we waited for a while until everyone had their full before beginning the tea ceremony on our side.

It was really long as both of my parents side have a lot of siblings.

I was the one taking photo, didn't get many good shots as my everybody was walking around >.<

There was some blurry shots too :/

Oh well after it ended, some sat for a while but many left

It was soon from a overcrowded place to really kind of spacious for a few minutes change :/

After that, we all decided to clean up as we dont expect anymore guest.

There was a lot of things to clean up !

A few more guest came late but there was food for them so yeah. Hahahaha

We did final clean up around 3.30 and I sent my aunt home to MRT there.

I was really tired, so I fell asleep in bus and the moment I got home, I slept till 6pm.

Really tired but nvm.

My dad also strike 4D. Really happy to hear that.

My sister married, so we could get the money to pay for the debts. She really made a big sacrifice.

All the ang bao money can use to pay our debt.

Gonna end post liao,

My house damn noisy so hard to focus... -.-

Zavierahboy signing off~

Tidy Up!

I woke up again having bad tummyache

I know that today, for the whole day, Im going to tidy up the whole house that hasn't been done in a few months

Few months ago was done by me and my mom. Today, it was a one man show with assist from my mom.

So 930am, I watched doraemon and waited for my mom to say start then I start cos I thought she is going to help me.

So we slack, ate and finally we started at 1230pm.

Ok, she brought me bucket of water and cloth and she ask me to do.

I do and realized that she was giving excuses. Never mind loh, so I do everything by myself. She like running errand for her friends. Buy 4D that is.

I chiong, everything is just so dusty, so much stuff that I just threw whatever I see an eyesore without consulting anyone.

She came back, scold me a bit, I can tell she a bit not happy I threw some stuff away.

Around 3pm, I got really tired, I went to lie on the sofa and fell asleep.

Slept for a good 2hours before, I was wake by my mom . There was bread and coffee, my afternoon snack

After that, I was asked to go do some groceries, took me a while. Bought a lot of stuff my mom asked me to. :/

12 big oranges, 8 med oranges, a bag of flower, 10 eggs, vermecelli. It was really heavy but luckily it was only few blocks away.

Got back, text piglet text halfway then went straight continue do. Was too into tidying up, I ignored my surrounding

Had chicken chop for dinner, really nice~ Threw away more stuff.

The fresh look after clearing a lot of stuff away. My house now look so much spacious!

It is like I can even do a flip X)

Right now, my sister is tidying up her room with my elder bro's help.

I need a rest, I been straight at it for 7hours.

Tired shit~

Tomorrow need wake up early~ Sian.

I need plenty of rest, so gonna sleep early tonight.

Im off to eat some food and then I go sleep!

Zavierahboy signing off~

Yesterday I didn't blog, as I was really tired and really shag from the workshop in the afternoon.

Or in fact, I was sick of typing because when I got home, I was typing away my journal which I did last minutes and I have to type 8 days of journal.

I forgotten 70% of what happened, maybe only remembered the major of what I done during sch.

So I kind of crap my way through and typed for hours.

Took many breaks in between.

There was simply just too many distraction.

The TV, my bro talking to me, my mom complaining to me about my dad and nagging about my sis's wedding.

It was kind of chaotic to my brain in which it is trying hard to make my crap believable.

Hours typing away, I finally finished around 11pm but I was super sick of using the com and typing that I decided not to blog or play games.

Instead my eyes told that they want to rest and so I hit the bed early for a good rest.

I woke up several times in the middle of the night because I was having a bad stomache ><

Went to shit most of the times, it was 3 times to be exact.

Woke up when my dad shout from the toilet for my mom. He accidentally cut his balls again and it was bleeding.

I tried to help him, it was just a small cut but there was a lot of blood.

It was dripping. But i didn't care much cos I was really tired.

Woke up at 7 to prepare for sch.

Went to sch and did our final work.

Finishing up everything, all of us went to computer lab to add in last min research to fill up our PMF

Presentation at 1pm but we didn't know and only know of it when we were in the room.

We were totally unprepare and we screwed up our presentation.

We all got really pissed off as the lecturer was really guai lan with us and it seems to me like he is always aiming at me.

Everybody was talking in the room, I was just telling my group a bit of the information on what we are gonna say he straight away ask me to get out.

Sua, nvm I didn't go out. But I was fucking angry. I cool down in a bit but I was really frustrated.

He wasn't happy with our presentation and asked us to redo a part.

All my group memebers were slacking as they didn't feel like giving a damn anymore.

I took the initiative to do the work and got it printed.

Im really tired from the chain of events and slept in the bus on the way home.

I thought I could finally rest when I got home but housework is all I done.

I finally have the time and I took it to blog first.

Gonna go eat my second round dinner, I had it 1hour ago but I dunno why Im very hungry, maybe because I was angry? First time Im so pissed off....

Zavierahboy signing off feeling damn angry >:(

New hair O.o

So I cut my hair today, wouldn't say it is the best cos after taking pic and comparing, I realized I spent 14bucks to shave a side and do a pattern :/

Ok maybe not that bad but it doesn't turn out as I expected it to be :(

Hair is definitely a bit more shorter so maybe styling is easier~

Having problem uploading new pic of my hair on tagged

Can't care much. So a normal day with normal routine.

7am, waking up in the morning gonna take my bread and munch on it, gonna get down to the bus stop. I see my friends~ Squeeze in the lowwer deck, full house on the upper , which deck should I take~ Its schooling , schoolling Okok just kidding lol

But that waas how it went :D

Went straight to workshop, didn't have time to pei piglet go polyclinic as I have sch. She have food poisoning then waited hours alone then can see the doctor

Seriously, polyclinic should improve in their service. Always long queue, long registration long waiting time.

Me and my friends worked out some stuff in the workshop. Spent almost 10bucks getting material and we went for lunch.

I saw my aunt and of cos we said hi.

We drill, saw till 3.30pm and that was when we all decided to go cut our hair.

We all had a hard time deciding where to cut until I got kind of du lan and told them to stop talking about it.

All the talking makes my excitement gone.

Got to the salon. What a long queue but we waited around 20min for me. Wasn't tat bad since Im with friends.

All of us shave side/sides and did patterns :D

All same patterns lol.

Im gonna post pic :D

Gonna go help my sis soon with giving out flyers!

Zavierahboy signing off!