Alright, im gonna come home real late, so i thought i make my daily blog post now. :)

I wan it to a point when u come back, u can see this without waiting for me to finish

So today, i was happy that i could meet piglet today...u know???

I woke up early to watch doraemon, hoping tat i would grow to like it just like when i was kid.

It wasn't tat bad, interesting but im not in love with doraemon like piglet is.

I will work hard to that.

After tat i played my computer and in my mind was like "Yes! I wonder wat we going to do later~ "

Im so looking forward to it ^^

Then I dunno why, but when we text, we realized we have nothing much to talk about anymore.

I just have this issue with every person i know. Even my closest friend.

There are times when me and him have quiet moments but occasionally during such times, we would laugh at each other if this really happened

My friend once told me tat "After u all know all about each other, when u all have nothing much to talk about, quarrels will come in"

I tried to explain to piglet and how i feel about this but i think she got pissed off when i told her tat i dun like talking.

True tat i dun really like talking, not becos i dun wish to talk but im afraid wat i would say would bored u and tat when u feel bored, u will leave me.

After a while, we decided to forget about the misunderstanding

"If either one side give up, it is over between the 2" I heard this somewhere. And tat is why i nvr stop trying.

Piglet then felt pekcek, i was worried about her. I wish how much, i was there to be taking care of her.

We were suppose to meet when she ask her mom, her mom was unreasonable and didn't allow her to go out.

Im suspecting tat after her parents saw me, they began to lock up her freedom more.

Should i continue be so selfish and meet her but sacrifice her freedom or meet her lesser but her freedom will be granted naturally.

I dunno which to choose. Maybe i shouldn't be so selfish.

Piglet then tried several method to allow her mom to let her go out.

I was about to leave my house to have my lunch alone when she text me tat the 1hour method worked!

Of cos i was happy and quickly rush to leave my house.

I wanted to run to hougang mall and i can confirm im definitely faster.

But i was in my shirt and didn't wan to sweat so i put my hopes on the bus.

It took me 7min to reach there. If i were to run, 4 to 5min is all i need.

I was very frustrated each time i was at the escalator, i was blocked by xiao meimeis, aunties and uncles. -.-

I finally met up with her.

I didn't know wat to say or anything but i know tat im just glad to see her, I felt so happy.

We talked, walked around and ate my lunch. Arcade followed later and she said to me she need to go.

I was shocked and a bit sad. I didn't expect her to leave so early.

Right after she left, i dunno wat got to me, but i felt so sad.

I almost felt like crying....I didn't know i miss her so much to bring me to tears.

But i didn't cried if not it will be embarassing.

I dun rmb where I walked but i rmb  walking to the swing where we used to hang out and then I walked to kangkar mall

Hoping i can see just once more but couldn't and so i walked restlessly around NTUC and finally, i decided to walk home.

Phone was in my hand all the time. I was waiting for her reply.

I reached home, I felt sad. Then i went to search more emo emo songs.

Then i hear, i almost felt like crying. I miss hugging her >.<

I miss her kiss. I just miss her.

She replied, i was happy, i was glad

But right now, i waited for 1hour and 29min for her reply since her last msg.

It was about she saw the sky guy and she asked if i was angry.

Of cos i wasn't >.< i trust u but u haven't reply for 1hour 30min.

Im starting to miss u again.

I going to leave soon to eat with my friends as it is his birthday but hope i can smile :)

She is the first girl to make me go so crazy over....

XavierAhboy <3 JolenePiglet signing missing her the most for the first time.