I dont know when i will have time to blog again.
But i know when my happiness will last.
It lasts forever.
Knowing that i had such a good bf, the previous post, u can see even he's very busy and pekcek but he still insist in blogging just because of one stupid things i say~
I say : " i got no mood in blogging because he didnt blog today"! what a stupid thing i said -.-
"I laughed at her silliness, she made me smile to myself, I can feel her heart in this. Piglet made me realized that she is the right one for me...
Im sorry I made you cried more than 2 times, that msg brought me to tears again.... I didn't know I hurt u so much.... I feel so bad :( even im tearing up now....
Im so gonna treasure this!
I posted some pic of the gift!
My love for her has just level up!"
Thanks my ahboy for being there for me. I didnt mind that u made me drop my tears, cos this proves that i really loves you. And u worth my tears because i dont drop my tears unnecessarily. My love for you has leveled up too~! And everyday its increasing a little too! I dont think i'm that silly lah :X haha! dont drop tears okay :D! Cos there will be more coming up :X HEHE^^!
I love you ahboy!
Thanks for that wonderful first month anniversary we had. I really love it and i seriously love u and miss u alot. Right now this moment, knowing that every week we could only meet once, due to our school schedule.
I totally dont know how to study and how to survive all along.
I'll help u save money, but i dont know how to help u save sms cos i know not meeting u already is a torture, if we still have to cut down on our time contacting and sms, i think i will just died off by the torture of being apart :(
We had been together for almost 25days, meeting up, going out, doing art, spending our time with ur bros, mother, ur friends, parkour people, ur training, your kind hearted heart for charity and our anniversary. Many of this things, tells me that, u are the guy who are able to care me, love me, protect me and give me secure.
You always care for others, you always emo last time, i hope i could bring colours, happiness, smiles and laughter to your life like how u bring all this things to my life too.!
I LOVE YOU!
i post some photos, before i continue my story :D!
I really love everything surprise that ahboy gaves me!
He fold all the stars all by himself.
HAHA! Thanks laogong! I love you!
Okay.. Now continue my blog post~
Thursday~
I went back to check up.
Doctor wants me to take my blood sugar frequently and take control of my sugar.
My HbA1c is 9.5.. Its freaky high.
Doctor seems not happy with me because i dont want to listen and dont want to take my blood sugar.
So next two months i need to go back and see the nurse with all my blood sugar reading.
27may, go back for eye check.
6-10june, either one day go for blood test.
13june, go back see nurse.
25june, diabetes event.
This should be the dates.
I suddenly forget then dont know what.
Then i went off to ion orchard and stuff to buy things~
I bought two notebook and ahboy that anniversary box cost me $29.70!
So expensive ~.~
But then nvm, i know everything worths the while!
I'm gonna save money for couple ring, and i want to buy a watch for ahboy asap!
I see him wanting to have a watch, but he wants to save for couple ring and needed to pay the family bill, he cannot buy he feels sad :(
But i dont want he sad, so i gonna buy!
Ahboy, u must eat full full okay. Cheap and make sure u full understand?!
Actually after i save this week pocket money, i can buy everything listed here le!
But ahboy say is a motivation for him to work!
So okay bah! I respect ur decision and listen to you! I love you!
Friday!~
Nothing much ~.~
Saturday!
I love ahboy!
I will continue to give u surprise and love u more.
Everything has been mention above, nothing could really explain our joy and happiness~
Ahboy had wrote out everything i wanted to say.
He's loving the present that i gave him~
I'm sorry to make u sad and disappointed at that very moment but i did prepare it with loves and heart in it.
You know i very lazy de :X But i still manage to make it out for you~
Remember to treasure it wor!
And remember cannot be naughty le wor :X
Sunday~ its today..
I'm lonely, i'm sad..
I'm missing him..
At this time, 11.52pm, im suppose to him..
My father would scream at me.
But i insist in finishing this!
I dont know if i could be able to survive this 6more days in meeting ahboy..
I wonder if he wakes up late, and could sms me and accompany me at the first few hours, how i survive :(
My body is aching, its gonna break.
I have not done my homework due to last weeks mc not going to school for check up and stuff..
Ahboy cant help me with art anymore, cos we cant meet..
Can i really cope :(
But nvm, just let time past and see how i goes with it bah..
I gonna sleep now..
I'm missing him now :(
I LOVE HIM!
Its increasing everyday :(
Signing off with loves and aching all over my body and irritated by the multiples shut downs of my com,
Jolene piglet laopo <3 Xavier ahboy laogong!
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