This has pretty much become a personal blog for me as well.

Today is suppose to be the 3rd day i nvr meet her ler except for ytd which was exceptional.

So in total, i 2 days nvr see her.

Ytd i had plans not to go sch and go find piglet but was told by my classmate tat we're suppose to come up with the research by today.

So i had no choice but to go.

Piglet got detention and her mood was greatly affected and that had affected my mood a bit as well.

She was pek chei, she was du lan tat she late a bit kena detention. I understand, i tried to converse normally, hoping her mood would get better.

My mood was affected later and wanted to reply one word one word but i rmb that i shouldn't stop trying so I continue my normal sms.

I wasn't able to pay attention in class, im very worried for her. She feel so stress, im afraid that it will affect her illness.

For some reason, i gave up listening a bit and went to find out more about her illness, read that it isn't a illness to be fear as long as it is take care and controlled

But for piglet cases, she have forgotten twice to inject and that could lead to coma as well!!! I read tat part, i even more scare!

For twice, she forgotten to inject was bcos of me, i feel so guilty. Im really worried.  Today, she forgotten to inject again. I really hope to be beside her taking care of her all the time :(

Im afraid of losing someone i love, i love my piglet...

Lesson ended around 0150pm and me and my friend went for lunch.

Her mood was still no mood, while eating, my friend talk to me and i couldn't focus on his words and most of the time, i replied one word and a bit like anyhow.

After tat, i totally rot my whole time in computer lab watching videos.

Was suppose to do research but gave up, as i forgot to bring my thumbdrive.

Helped piglet took the pic of the cigarettes by using my friend one

I didn't smoke and it has been a week since i last smoke.

Becos of her, i told myself not to smoke.

And bcos i nvr smoke for long ler, my classmates nvr ask me go smoke with them anymore.

During the time piglet nvr replied me, i know tat she was asleep and tat she needed some rest bcos she was overstress.

She woke up and text me during my class and somehow her mood improved

My mood improve also and yeah, started joking and stuff ^^

Fri and sat meeting piglet yay :D

Now need write report, so i wrote a short one. Nothing much happened in sch today.

XavierAhboy <3 JolenePigPigPiglet signing off with hopes for fri n sat :D