Flipping hair

My hair band broke, sitting in the living room with this laptop on my lap and my fringe keeps falling to my eyes, blocking my damn view. Fuck I hate this fringe >:(

Outburst of pimple recently, I probably know why, lack of sleep, stress and over intake of chilli above my level. 

This morning woke up was a bit hertic...Wanted to wake up early do to my camera alias but slack till no time to do.

An hour before I left, my mom and my sister were arguing about her marriage. She wants to get marry cos she is afraid given her age, she will be left on the shelf. My mom told me that it is every girl dream to be in a wedding dress and have a wedding. My mom didn't have that and she regreted it. She didn't want my sis to be the same too.

I do agree with my mom that she shouldn't reckless get married....I mean she ought to think it through!

I can't be bother much, so I left my house. 

Reached sch and handed in my bursary form then went class and started on camera. Once I started, I couldn't stop but was using the web sms to chat with piglet.

Around 3pm, we went to eat. I think I got charisma! Hahaha everyone was waiting for me to go eat. All asking me where to eat. I think the real reason is that before Im too nice~~~

Im always nice to other people so that I can bring them smile and brighten their day. But I also want to be treated nice, I want people to bring smile in my life. I don't really enjoy entertaining people. I entertain because I felt a need to make them happy. 

I do run out of jokes and stuff~ I need people to tell jokes. I sometimes even laugh fakely just so to not make their joke look bad and stuff. I dun want them to think their jokes are not funny anymore. 

I enjoy being nice but I want to be the one recieving~

So, I was in sch and fretting over my report which we yet to start and it is to be hand in tmr. I need to finish my camera by tmr as well. I probably not sleeping tonight, so I can finish my camera and report as well. But for now, report is mark first priority

 Damn , Im getting tired and stuff...I dunno how long more I can hold on....

Goodbye...

Xavier ahboy <3 Jolene pigpigpiglet signing off feeling tired, moodless....