i didnt know that actually..

I know i should have disappear from your life..

Since you told them that we break up, you dont seems like u want to talk to me cos it is very painful to you..

Maybe i should just stop texting you.

And after sometimes, u will not see this blog anymore. 

Actually u say u dont mind, u didnt blame me..

But actually im already a bytch in ur heart..

You think that i wouldnt come to this blog anymore.

This blog started by me..

Having a blog also i start de.

So this is what u think about me.

But its okay..

From today onwards, i wont disturb u anymore. 

Lets just be friends bah..

You already assume that way, then i shall follow what u want. 

This is the only way to make u feel better.

Thanks for mentioning me that how great i am..

How good i am..

How i care and love you..

But you didnt mention anything about my bad part..

Just to leave a good impression in front of ppl, u tell people that u initiate the break..

But true fact is me..

Since ur post is short, since u say thats the last post u will be posting, i understand what u mean already.

Really thanks for being such a good bf and love me and care me..

You love me not because of my body, neither sex..

But my heart.

My human..

But i dont know how to treasure it..

I doubt everything will be the same. 

I doubt you will meet me and talk or even help me..

Thanks for accompanying me for that half an hour. To be exact is 38mins.

You rush and there.

And u told me just to see me and talk to me..

I'm selfish..

Now more people will hate me..

Change your status to single bah..

People seems happy of me breaking cos they can jio me?

Till now already got alot ppl text me already.

Will my message exceed 4k?

Will it be back to normal cos now i have more ppl to text with cos they wanted to jio me?

Never mind..

Lets just end everything bah..

I will concentrate in my maple and sell my toys..

You will concentrate in your parkour training, ur time with yr family, ur work, ur income to pay debts from ur family, ur friends..

I've no right to take any of ur time..

See you. Bye.

Hope u will find ur happiness again.

Hope ur wishes all come true.

you dont have to talk to me nicely neither u have to promise or help me anymore.

signing off with a heartless heart and no more smile, jolene soh hui min.