Hives

I felt that today, I wasted one day of my life at home, doing nothing productive.

I have no mood to do anything, I wanted to go out but I can't

Supposingly, Im suppose to work but Im currently down with this hives that all over my body at the moment.

I woke up as usual 930am to watch doraemon. Im starting to like doraemon and it seems like a weekly routine to me now.

Last night, my hives were gone and I was really happy, you know? But somehow today when I woke up, I have it all over my body again.

This time worst than yesterday.

After doraemon, I went to eat my breakfast, text my friend, told her Im not going work asking her to help me tell the boss.

Around 12pm, the rashes spread, I felt itch all over my body. I wanted it to be gone immediately but I know that is not possible.

I went to visit the doctor for the 2nd time using my own money as I know my dad would be really unhappy if I use his money again.

Got injection again and new set of medicine.

The injection took effect immediately and the hives was disappearing slowly but after a few hours later, it came back again.

This time spreading to my palm and sole of the foot.

I did apparently nothing through the whole day other than indulging myself deep in thoughts, playing games and watching lame videos.

My mom is really worried, I can feel her care, her concern.

I like my mom, I love her but is that love or is that just plain concern? What is love???

Yesterday, I rush through just to finish the 2nd anniversary gift and hope to give her.

I really hate doing things half way and stop.

So I continue with the gift and I finished it after a few days.

I don't know when Im going to give to her.

I wanted to give her like on sunday? But Im down with hives and that is not so possible.

I have miss 2 days of work due to this stupid hives which is worth 12hrs of work which is worth 84dollars!

84 in just 2 days is alot to me.

I can do so much with this money. I can pay back my friends and help with my family debts.

My plans for now is to train really hard, be a good boy.

Doing what I love is freedom.

I want to relax now, the itch is killing me every second.

I hate it now, red patches all over my body, my face but luckily not on my dick or balls.

Zavierahboy(nickname you gave me) signing off feeling itch all over!!!